Time

I feel as though I am going through a very difficult phase, perhaps I am changing again. They say it's hard to stay together as a young couple because of how much you change between 18-25 and when you hear it you think pfft how ? How is that possible? I have noticed a lot of things about myself that have changed and it's scary, the fear of the unknown I guess. 

I don't understand myself, I don't know what I'm thinking and that scares me a little. 

I still feel as though I'm make the majority of the effort but I'm trying not to let it get me down.. I just don't feel special. I feel as though Danny is too busy for me and too cool for me, he's not interested in what I do... Why do I think and feel like that?

I feel as though I am constantly waiting for him...

As I was feeling very negative I received two signs, see below. 

Meaning, either Danny will come back around or...?

Ok I get it.. I need to stop over thinking. Stop brain stop. Shhhh. No more

But I do wonder.. He keeps talking to all these girls again and I have a lot of guy friends that mean nothing so perhaps it's that but why now? When he barley had the time to see me ? Ok I just need to stop and take 5. 

Time will tell