Winter is a great time to stay in and cuddle, but put me in summer and I will be a...HAPPY SNOWMAN!

On Friday after work Candy and I went to the cinema to see Frozen...it was so great, I laughed so much.. I also laughed so much at Candy hiccuping SPIRIT. hahaha

Going to see Frozen again on Wed with Candy, Lukasz & Dominik :D

THEN 

Friday night Candy and I went to Tim's party, which ended in us playing Uno and other card games, it was great fun!! 

Saturday, I met Dom at 12 and we walked from Fountain park to Nando's next to the Usher hall... Yummy :-) Then we walked along Princess Street into some shops and just generally had a look around... but it was raining.. all day :( We still had a lot of fun though !! After walking around for a few hours we decided to try and find a pub to just chill out a bit but they were all so full! 

So we walked back down to Leith Walk close by to where Dominik stays and found a little place called Treacle ( I <3 Monkey ) 

We sat and had hot chocolate & coffee, chatted and warmed up a little then decided to head to the German Christmas market!! It was so beautiful even in the rain..

I couldn't eat much cos of my tongue, but i had another Hot Choc and roasted almonds and we bought each other gingerbread hearts! :p I was Lady Killer & Dom was Shopping Queen... For Danny I got Sex Bomb and for L we got ' Lover Boy ' hahahaha

Afterwards we headed back to Dom's and met his flat mates, we all walked back to Fountain Park and played pool, I stayed until about 11pm, was such an amazing day, I had a lot of fun!! :D 

Me & Dom at the Christmas Market :-) 

20

15 days until my twenties are over. I've had an amazing full of surprises year! 

The thing i have learned the most over this year is the value of friendship.

I have found some truly amazing friends and I am so grateful to have amazing people by side.

Working in Sykes has been the best decision I have ever made.

Daniel and I have made big changes, we are trying to get him a job in the oil industry, my parents are kindly supporting us the whole way through it. My dad has paid for his course, let the rent slip and also my Grandad has given Danny temporary work to help us financially as Danny is no longer working. This was the solution of an on going argument over the last year. Danny and I had been arguing for a long time, and things were becoming a struggle. In the end it was Danny job that was the main source of the problem, first of all he was written off sick from work with stress, this then escalated to 5 weeks, eventually he packed it in and we decided to do something that would help our future and our relationship. I am fully supporting Danny through this - mentally and financially.

This is where my happiness and thankfulness comes in. 

I have a job I love. I am happy to go to work everyday and thats something I have never been able to say before. Everyday I look forward to work. The people are just amazing.

My newest and most amazing gem in my life is Candy. She is so fantastic and always there, we have so much fun and understand each other perfectly.

The few months I have known her we have connected and found such a special bond, I really don't know what I would of done without her <3

 on halloween & Hanna's last day - Sykes family <3

I've grown close to a lot of people in Sykes, Lena, Emma, Mia, Manuela, Lukasz.

Lena is a gem - she's planning my 21st night out!! :D

Another new gem in my life is Dominik. 

We have not known each other that long but we get on really well and I love having a little german friend, we have built up great trust and understand each other very well :-) another one to add to the collection :D

Will post more & pics from my winter ball soon, going to meet Greig now :-)

when you never see the light, its hard to know which one of us is caving ⚓

Q - A

How am I gonna be an optimist about this?

Why can't he just be happy, why is everything a problem?

Am I too young to be in such a serious relationship?

Will things get better? Or will we always just hope they will?

Am I being too picky, demanding, high maintenance?

Will I regret not spending time to myself, later in life?

Will we stay happy? or will things keep going down hill, and just keep going down...

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Don't you cry for the lost, smile for the living, get what you need and give what your given, and life is for the living so live it or your better of dead.

You may be lost, in more ways than one.

What a long time since my last post... a lot has changed, i never think it has until i look at my last update and realise how much has happened in my life.

I always think i never have a lot going, i suppose compared to some people my life is on slow-mo, but whenever i look back i realise i'm just fine.

Where to begin....heres a few of my faves.

 ⚓ Daniel and I moved into our new flat, its beautiful and spacious.  I painted it all myself, very proud of how cosy it turned out, its also 100% different from when I originally lived here. 

⚓ We also got two super cute little budgies, called Flio( blue + yellow) & Minion ( white ) . They are super cuties, and bring us alot of happiness.

⚓ Daniel and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary, Daniel took me away to Egypt and then away to a surprise little cabin afterwards, it was stunning. So much love, and thought, it was perfect. 

 

⚓  I've made a new very close, good friend, Greig. He's helped me through a lot and just over all been a really good friend to me, which you can never have to many of. We went to go see Jimmy Carr & also The Gaslight Anthem, two really good nights.

⚓ Went to Amsterdam with Feli, Emma, Amanda and Jasmine, for Felis birthday. So much fun had a really great time, although i enjoyed the company more than the place, could be anywhere in the world with Flick, don't care where i just love spending time with her.

⚓ Daniel took me away for a weekend/day to a castle that was also a Spa, it was amazing such a sweet surprise, he had booked a massage for me the next day too, it was a really fun experience.

⚓ were hopefully booking our flights to Germany tomorrow, to see my Dad, Anna, Marlon and Laura for two weeks in June!!!! Also going to the Lakes with My Mum, Dad, Jamie & Feli in May!

⚓ The final, most amazing piece of news... I have a full time job!!!!

Its the most hilarious job ever.....Listening to people complain about toilet paper. I LOVE it.

⚓ Still no sign of a real career, but i'm happy every day to go to work, and i'm finally making a reasonable amount of money, and weekends of...perfect!