when you never see the light, its hard to know which one of us is caving ⚓

Q - A

How am I gonna be an optimist about this?

Why can't he just be happy, why is everything a problem?

Am I too young to be in such a serious relationship?

Will things get better? Or will we always just hope they will?

Am I being too picky, demanding, high maintenance?

Will I regret not spending time to myself, later in life?

Will we stay happy? or will things keep going down hill, and just keep going down...

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Don't you cry for the lost, smile for the living, get what you need and give what your given, and life is for the living so live it or your better of dead.

You may be lost, in more ways than one.

What a long time since my last post... a lot has changed, i never think it has until i look at my last update and realise how much has happened in my life.

I always think i never have a lot going, i suppose compared to some people my life is on slow-mo, but whenever i look back i realise i'm just fine.

Where to begin....heres a few of my faves.

 ⚓ Daniel and I moved into our new flat, its beautiful and spacious.  I painted it all myself, very proud of how cosy it turned out, its also 100% different from when I originally lived here. 

⚓ We also got two super cute little budgies, called Flio( blue + yellow) & Minion ( white ) . They are super cuties, and bring us alot of happiness.

⚓ Daniel and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary, Daniel took me away to Egypt and then away to a surprise little cabin afterwards, it was stunning. So much love, and thought, it was perfect. 

 

⚓  I've made a new very close, good friend, Greig. He's helped me through a lot and just over all been a really good friend to me, which you can never have to many of. We went to go see Jimmy Carr & also The Gaslight Anthem, two really good nights.

⚓ Went to Amsterdam with Feli, Emma, Amanda and Jasmine, for Felis birthday. So much fun had a really great time, although i enjoyed the company more than the place, could be anywhere in the world with Flick, don't care where i just love spending time with her.

⚓ Daniel took me away for a weekend/day to a castle that was also a Spa, it was amazing such a sweet surprise, he had booked a massage for me the next day too, it was a really fun experience.

⚓ were hopefully booking our flights to Germany tomorrow, to see my Dad, Anna, Marlon and Laura for two weeks in June!!!! Also going to the Lakes with My Mum, Dad, Jamie & Feli in May!

⚓ The final, most amazing piece of news... I have a full time job!!!!

Its the most hilarious job ever.....Listening to people complain about toilet paper. I LOVE it.

⚓ Still no sign of a real career, but i'm happy every day to go to work, and i'm finally making a reasonable amount of money, and weekends of...perfect!