Wednesday, 25 May 2011

the list.

Crawl through an air vent
Sit in a spaceship
Walk across Abbey road
Have a milk bath
Go paragliding 
Build a boat in a treehouse
Sit in a space ship/Go to space/The moon
Publish a book of my photos
Stand up on a surf board for at least 5 seconds
Own my own studio
Go to a movie premier
Stay awake for 48 hours
 Have a pet monkey
Get a tattoo
Swim with dolphins
Build houses in a 3rd world country
Save a life
Meet a millionaire
Meet Miley Cyrus
Sleep in a field under the stars
Own and anchor
Go skinny dipping
Milk a cow
Be in 2 places at once
Go to africa
Photograph lightning
Go to Hawaii
Go Travelling
Go to New York
Be on Tv
Catch a fish
Go pole dancing
Kiss a frog
Go 50's Rock n' Roll dancing
Go to a drive in movie
Get married and have kids :)
Design my own house and have it built
Sleep in the bath
Have a food fight
See the aurora borealis 
Meet someone else who likes curling paper



Sunday, 22 May 2011

C'mon skinny love, what happened here?

I am loving this song, Birdy's version is good, and so is this guy, in fact he's awesome, i can't stop listening to  it.

I feel weird today, i felt like steve was being different today, couldn't put my finger on what it was.
Sometimes i wish he thought more about me, he doesn't agree to lunch anymore which makes me sad, i'm leaving in a month i don't feel like he's going to miss me, he says he's hiding it to make it easier for me but i really wish i could see it.
Maybe i have suffocated him too much and he's looking forward to time to himself, i just really hope he does miss me, cos if i'm honest he doesn't need me, i take up his time and cause him drama. I know he loves me, and i know i love him we just need more time.
Apart from things that i organise Steve doesn't do anything out of the norm anymore, he doesn't surprise me and i miss it, i really do, almost every time i finish work i hope to see him sitting waiting for me, just to say hi. I know he doesn't have the time, hopefully he will find time before i leave, i feel like i'm always suffocating him trying to see him.
Maybe things would be different if he had time, but its never going to be like that so i'm going to have to accept it.
I just really like to be surprised, i wish i would be.

even though i'm complaining, Steve is perfect.

Wednesday, 18 May 2011

BOYCE AVENUE.

Steve and i went to go see boyce avenue yesterday, they were  amazing. i have been wanting to see them for about 3 years, so happy i finally have! the support act - nick howard was damn good too. had a photoshoot in the afternoon with robin, made my day exiting and then a crazy wee night at the gig, RIGHT AT THE FRONT. SO CHUFFED :D


picazzz..


Robins Pic

Nick Howard Support!





Steve SMILE :)


usss :)




BOYCE AVENUE








HEHE :)

ALEJANDRO SMILE




amazing night :)
next night 18/05/11
steve and i 9 months together, he took me out to dinner then we went back to mine and watched 'made of honour' sweet guy, love him lots, fun night full of laughs! 

Sunday, 15 May 2011

IM ON THE EDGE, OF GLORY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S08KonZiew4

FIRSTLY - THAT SONG IS AMAZE :)

ALSO - 
WATCH

Went to the cinema yesterday with Ange to see 'Something Borrowed' again :P ehhehe:):) 
Gonna miss herr:(

Today Steve got me after work, he took me out to Nandos! then we went back to mine and had an amazing night together laughing SO unbelievably much :) i loveeeedd it! 
Didn't want him to go, i was holding him so tight and close :)
Just over a month till i leave :(

I LOVE STEVE.





Saturday, 7 May 2011

Something Borrowed.

Steve and i went to the cinema tonight, we went to go see 'something borrowed' it was amazing, brilliant film, we both really enjoyed it. Before the movie we went to his and just hung out and it was lovely. In the car on the way home and afterwards we had a really nice deep chat. i love that boy. he is truly amazing :)


the lid from steve juice, that he let me keep <3