I am loving this song, Birdy's version is good, and so is this guy, in fact he's awesome, i can't stop listening to it.
I feel weird today, i felt like steve was being different today, couldn't put my finger on what it was.
Sometimes i wish he thought more about me, he doesn't agree to lunch anymore which makes me sad, i'm leaving in a month i don't feel like he's going to miss me, he says he's hiding it to make it easier for me but i really wish i could see it.
Maybe i have suffocated him too much and he's looking forward to time to himself, i just really hope he does miss me, cos if i'm honest he doesn't need me, i take up his time and cause him drama. I know he loves me, and i know i love him we just need more time.
Apart from things that i organise Steve doesn't do anything out of the norm anymore, he doesn't surprise me and i miss it, i really do, almost every time i finish work i hope to see him sitting waiting for me, just to say hi. I know he doesn't have the time, hopefully he will find time before i leave, i feel like i'm always suffocating him trying to see him.
Maybe things would be different if he had time, but its never going to be like that so i'm going to have to accept it.
I just really like to be surprised, i wish i would be.
even though i'm complaining, Steve is perfect.
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