Family guy.
Ice cream cone, daniel stole.
girl.
sexy boyfriend...
PRETTY BOY.
DANE COOK. X2
Thursday, 22 March 2012
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
Continuous happiness.
is how I feel with Daniel. I want to remember all these feelings of happiness, because I thought I would never have them again.
today we were walking and I looked at him, he was just walking next to me, not doing anything out of the ordinary he was just being himself, he smiles at me, and just looking into his eyes i knew he could feel it too. I felt so happy, to be with him and to be his. It's a strange emotion to describe, and I'm not good with words, but as I lie next to him I still feel it, I feel it every night, I feel it every time I look at him.
I keep having these late nights where I can't sleep, I lie wide awake next to him as he sleeps. I think, at first this was dangerous, my mind would travelled to a place I used to think i wasn't ready for. I am learning to tackle broken emotions, recreate new memories and take steps towards new feelings.
As I lie next to him, listening to him breathe I think about my feelings...I have been trying to figure out my feelings for a while now.
I don't feel so trapped, I can feel myself drifting away from the heartache, and falling for someone new.
I feel overwhelmed with emotions. I'm not quiet there yet but I can feel myself becoming his, and slowly belonging to someone new.
I'm so exited to start a new part of my life with him.
Every time a relationship with me has ended, I've always thought it was the best one I had, now I feel like I'm at an ultimate peek, where everything I've ever wanted or ever asked or tried to force a guy to do for me, has been squeezed into one man. Daniel.
He's got it all; the looks, the kind heart, the commitment, the brains and the most perfect smile, which always...
MAKES ME SMILE TOO :-)
3.25am
I turn to him, kiss him and whisper very quietly " I love you "
He turns towards me, still asleep and says " I love you too baby girl, lots and lots and lots.. " then he grabs my arms holds me tightly and turns back around to sleep.
I think when your with someone, you know within the first 2 weeks if your falling in love with them or not, emotions work fast the longer you take to try and figure them out, the more you scare them away.
3.48am
I feel like my mind is now cleared, maybe I will be able to sleep.
today we were walking and I looked at him, he was just walking next to me, not doing anything out of the ordinary he was just being himself, he smiles at me, and just looking into his eyes i knew he could feel it too. I felt so happy, to be with him and to be his. It's a strange emotion to describe, and I'm not good with words, but as I lie next to him I still feel it, I feel it every night, I feel it every time I look at him.
I keep having these late nights where I can't sleep, I lie wide awake next to him as he sleeps. I think, at first this was dangerous, my mind would travelled to a place I used to think i wasn't ready for. I am learning to tackle broken emotions, recreate new memories and take steps towards new feelings.
As I lie next to him, listening to him breathe I think about my feelings...I have been trying to figure out my feelings for a while now.
I don't feel so trapped, I can feel myself drifting away from the heartache, and falling for someone new.
I feel overwhelmed with emotions. I'm not quiet there yet but I can feel myself becoming his, and slowly belonging to someone new.
I'm so exited to start a new part of my life with him.
Every time a relationship with me has ended, I've always thought it was the best one I had, now I feel like I'm at an ultimate peek, where everything I've ever wanted or ever asked or tried to force a guy to do for me, has been squeezed into one man. Daniel.
He's got it all; the looks, the kind heart, the commitment, the brains and the most perfect smile, which always...
MAKES ME SMILE TOO :-)
3.25am
I turn to him, kiss him and whisper very quietly " I love you "
He turns towards me, still asleep and says " I love you too baby girl, lots and lots and lots.. " then he grabs my arms holds me tightly and turns back around to sleep.
I think when your with someone, you know within the first 2 weeks if your falling in love with them or not, emotions work fast the longer you take to try and figure them out, the more you scare them away.
3.48am
I feel like my mind is now cleared, maybe I will be able to sleep.
Monday, 19 March 2012
Pfft! What you talking about 4am?? I didnt want to sleep!
Daniel and I went to the flat viewing today, in Bathgate! Going to phone up in the morning to say we want it!!:) it's so exiting I hope we get it!!:D it was a very nice flat very big but still cosy!!! If all goes well we will hopefully be moving in around about may!!:) so exiting!!!! Laurence also asked me to do another modelling job...but this one with Danny, which is perfect cos it's paying for our deposit!! It's gonna be a lot of fun moving out, I'm really looking forward to it, been wanting to move out for so long and I'm so glad I finally can!! I think Dannys a great guy to move out with too, we just understand each other so well and get on amazingly! He's so sweet and kind to me I reckon he'll be a great room mate!!:D I can't wait to decorate the flat all nice and cosy... Poor Daniel it'll be all girls hah!
I'm having another one of my not being able to sleep episodes!! Gay as fuck. Danny's pretty much passed out next to me!
Also did my gold photoshoot with Talor and the pics were AMAZING! I absolute love them!!:)
I'm having another one of my not being able to sleep episodes!! Gay as fuck. Danny's pretty much passed out next to me!
Also did my gold photoshoot with Talor and the pics were AMAZING! I absolute love them!!:)
Thursday, 15 March 2012
Happy first birthday blog!!!
My blog is now officially one year old! Hurra! its also two months of me and Danny being together!
Due to our lack of internet my blog has not been regularly updated...booo!
I want to say nothings happened but stuff is always happening so that would be a lie!
We have our first flat viewing in Bathgate on Monday! woop woop :)
had my first graded unit shoot with Merel on Monday!
Images below :)
We also had a surprise birthday party for Flick it was great!! :D
us on the train home! after daniel peed in the station...:P
Missing my little Angela bug lots :( and not that we have no internet i miss her more cos its been ages since we spoke!!
Daniel and i are still going strong, we understand each other really well, and we have a great time together i think it will be a lot of fun when we move in :)! we are currently filling out 'All About Us' by Philip Keel, and its great fun! we also got onto the topic of college and i'm gonna help Danny go back to college and study something he's interested in! hes really exited about it :) i think im finished with college now but im still going to apply for next year..don't want to do it though! i'm doing really well in Primark, gonna stick that out and see how it goes, if i can maybe move up!
I haven't mentioned this yet which is surprising for me!
Daniel surprised me with flowers and chocolate!!! What a perfect man!!:)
in other news... i got my hair chopped off! i liked it for about a day... i just get bored so easily :(
and ofcourse my gorgeous Ruby, is doing amazing:)
THOSE EYES <3
KISSES AND LOVE :)
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