All of me, is mine.

Kevin is continuing to make me feel like an absolute princess. He spoils me, worships me, adores me, and loves me endlessly. He makes me laugh, and smile so much my face hurts! It really is incredible just how much love can build up in such a shot period of time. 

He does these things that I can't believe are real, he has so much consideration for me and the way that I feel about him, is a feeling I honestly haven't had before.

A lot of people think i'm crazy, but I know what I'm feeling, and so does Kevin and thats all that truly matters.

I know that I haven't loved Daniel for a long time, I have no feelings towards him, nor have I had any regret or even given him a thought. It is sad that theres nothing left, but it's also why I have been able to move on the way I have. 

I want to remember all these magical moments with Kevin, incase I ever get forget a single one of them.

I love that he kisses me a million times every day, he tells me he loves me over and over again, he tells me he's excited for our future, our life, our right now, he's excited by every minute were together.

I get so excited knowing he's coming home, or when I'm going to see him, when I get a message from him I get giddy, wondering what it's going to say. I feel like I want to do everything for him, and nothing feels like a chore. He's so laid back and easy going nothings a problem.

He asks me daily about my headaches, he notices the way I act, he can read me and knows how to act around me. I remembers things I say to him. He likes to give me little massages and ticket my arm or legs. He voluntarily does the dishes and tidies around the house. We do things together, we encourage each other to do the right things. He cheers me up with little surprises, like the new car we got - he bought a little anchor bumper sticker, he wants to take me out in the car to show me how to drive.

He wants to take Ruby on little adventures, he does't ever mind taking her for a walk. Even although I don't mind he always remembers money he owes me. We split the cost of things evenly, he's open to all and any suggestions.

The sex is incredible, everywhere and anywhere we have to have each other, i'm so attracted to him its unreal. All the time, clothes come flying off and that moments the only one that matters. He's so sexy and it's all new and exciting the way that we fuck. 

He stares into my eyes so lovingly and his kisses are perfect, he knows how to kiss me, soft, hard sweet or on my forehead or body.

He adores me for my clumsiness and doesn't make me feel bad about it. He supports me, he is relationship orientated, he puts me and us first.

There are so many things I don't even know how to list them, I all I know is this love, is the one, Kevin is the great Love, the one and only and the forever and always. 

The only man I will ever love again. I am so in love, with our Love. 

I truly know what Love is now.

Baby fever

Milo

Charlie

Ella

Millie

So crazy stuff has happened. Kevin and I have decided we want a baby ... After I finish this round of the pill I won't be starting again. 

I can't wait to be a family, to be pregnant and to have a little bundle of joy that's half me and half Kevin. 

I understand a lot of people will not be over the moon about this at first but I have to do what I want in my life ... I'm sure once little baby o'shaughnessy is here everyone will love him/her. 

Let the excitement begin. 

Ain't no April fools.

Went out with Kevin, Mette and her husband and later on with Jamie Crighton and his friends. Fantastic night. 

Some photos :)

From his snapchat .. Heheh

When i was in the shower and he was lying in my bed. Super cutie. 

He helped me take down the bed, today im finally getting rid of most of Daniels furniture 

He also did the sweetest thing, I was having a really grumpy day due to my headaches and so he met me at he station with dinner already bought and corps and dip and my favourite juice and a bottle of wine and choclate and lush :D I just couldn't believe it ... So so sweet. 

Starting to make the flat more mine, looking forward to doing it up! 

Ireland

So kev and I had been talking about going to Ireland together at some point. 

His birthday is on the 10th of May and I knew I was off that weekend so I looked into getting more days off for us to go to Ireland. When I asked for the days off they were rejected and I was really upset. 

Was having a super grumpy day and then I decided to meet Kev after work and go for dinner. 

He kept telling me about this surprise he was planning and it turns out its that he was going to take me to Ireland that weekend I had attempted to get off but couldn't cod he had already agreed it with Lorna and Mette!! I can't believe he did the dream...

He is just beyond perfect ... He did the dream!!! God I'm so lucky. So so lucky. 

Anyway we decided to book it together :)

So we booked our flights last night!!!!

He also brought me some more little surprises. 

Some other pics with my boo. <3

Me?! :D

I'm not the only one

Who's crazy ...

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.

I like, where you sleep. When you sleep next to me. I like where you sleep here. 

Our lips can touch, our cheeks can brush. 

When you are the one, the one hat lies close to me and whisperes "hello, I miss you quite terribly." I fell in love, in love with you suddenly. 

There's no place else I could be bht here in your arms. 

Saw Kevin again yesterday and it was just again, perfect. He was giving me head massages cos I had a migraine and we lay together watchin 21 jump street and laughing and talking and we shared so many stories about eachother. 

He also bought me a little gift. When we were cooking I showed him a picture of me as a baby and he said I looked like a hedgehog and I told him my mum used to always call me that. 

He bought me a paint your own hedgehog frame hahah!!

And a big oversized peg cos it was random and he thought id like it .. The funny thing is I already have one hahah!!

We lay together and again stayed up way to late.  It was starting to become really difficult not to accidentally let I love you slip out. We were just lying together and then Kevin said it. He told me he loved me. It's only now been exactly a week since we kissed and met up properly and the funny thing is it doesn't feel to soon or scary. It feels perfect and right and I know i love him, without a doubt. 

I'm starting to wonder if I ever actually lived Danny. Or if I fell out of love with him a year or two ago ...

So so so happy with Kevin he genuinely makes me the happiest I've ever been. 

Looking out for me...

God he makes my heart melt. 

You and me.

I wish I could share this photo. I love it. Kev looks cute and I look happy. He makes me smile so much my cheeks hurt!!

Caution. Heart melting material.

You and me are so right for me and you.

How do I slow down ? I'm crazy for him. I  love everything that he does he's never off my mind!! I think I'm so ready for this because things were over in my head with Danny a long time ago. I'm ready to be in love, and to love and to be loved ...

Team Kia ❤️

Things are going so well with Kev. We're both so crazy about eachother and can't stop talking. Seeing him again on Wednesday and Saturday - were thinking about painting my flat on Sunday :-)

He came over again yesterday and we cooked a lasange and chatted and watched UP " Kevin's a girl?", himym and funny videos. 

Just having the perfect time with him...

This guy. My god. He's got me. 

When I told kev I was writing about him in my blog.

Perfection it what!!!

" You will be lucky in Love "

12.03.15 hold back the river -james bay

I met Kev at the bus stop and we walked up to mine. Got absolutely drenched!! It was raining so much, but we both didn't care. We were finally together!! We got back and he got changed into somthig comfy and looked super cute in it. I dried my hair a little. 

We sat and just talked for hours, moving closer and closer and stroking eachother. I was touching his face and his arms and he kept looking at my lips.. I knew he wanted to kiss me!! I made him wait,  and then we were just chatting about something and nothing when he said something along the lines of wanting to know every story I have to tell and learn everything and discover everything about me .. It was very similar to the things I had written about in one of my previous posts, what I was looking forward to in love... I couldn't believe he was just saying these things so I just grabbed his face and kissed him ever so gently. It was so perfect, the most wonderful kiss. It was just... Perfect like all of him. Nothing was awkward everything was comfortable... :-) 

So when we got out chinese we both opened our fortune cookies and they were rubbish like unrelated and stupid  ahaha but then in Kevs cookie there was a second cookie.. With a second fortune that read " you will be lucky in love " so that is our fortune. :-)

We continued to chat and kiss and chat a little more and kiss some more... We eventually moved to the bedroom and just lay in bed talking some more and cuddling and kissing and he was just so hot and sexy but so respectful. 

In the morning we lay together and from what I can remember it was amazing. I miss him so much already. 

I told him I reread his messages at night... He said he does the same!! 

I may be wrong but pretty sure we're gonna get married and have like 5 kids. Just sayin'

Some more things that I love that he said !

Love that he was counting down the hours to see me !!

Even if it's a joke, saying things like spending my pennies on you makes me heart nice and warm :-) 

Team Zia !! So cute

He also told me he feels like he's won the lottery with me! Who says that about someone! God he's just. AMAZING. Ok. Breathe. :-) 

Crazy about this kid. Really feel something here. :-)

Amsterdam be crazy

So one of the guys form Sonos is Hilversum won a trip to come over here. He added me on work Skype and we started talking. 

today things went from normal to crazy! He also like HIMYM and a few days ago he said " I imagine walking into the office and leaving a yellow umbrella at your desk " which made me smile. 

Today he started talking on a whole other level. 

Suddenly he thinks I'm the one for him. 

I love this type of person but I'm so confused by it all!! I'm totally falling for Kev and this all doesn't seem real... I love the HIMYM chase in it all and I think that's why I'm so interested. 

I love people who are bold and straight to the point and don't care how their opinion may come across. Exactly what Ryan is doing. 

Whaaaat this is crazy. Hahah.