PAY DAY.

Did a photo shoot in the morning with chocolate milk and malteasers - YUMMMMY :)

got quiet into it, April helped and we made a absolute mess of the studio lmao.

photos turned out fab though.

Then i met steve afterwards, first we went mothers day shopping and then i took him out to dinner :)

we went to Shauns charity event but didnt like the band so we left and just cuddled up :) 

Ceilidh tomorrow - exitinnggg :)

Got a model request from model mayhem - thanks Rachael for getting me sighn up! 

Yumm...

Just for fun!

Talcum powder images.

Angela and band

photographed the band today-went well :)

♥

Lady Crush

had a 10-4 shift today steve got me in the morning and after work, got let away early so me and him went to lunch/dinner was lurrrvley he paid ♥

then we went back to his and vicki gave me these awessssssome shoes for the wedding♥

then we went up to grand central and played pool - i won once :) so proud.

we had a nice cuddly night, and was happy to see him! hopefully see him for a couple of seconds tomorrow and then our next wee date is thursday! big plans, and then the ceilidh on Friday ahhh :)♥

things that made me smiley tonight!

haahahahaha

"Hey Pat wanna go for a walk?"

Had a nice day today, did my usual babysitting in the morning! watched Monsters Vs Aliens haha what a laugh!! then i went to lunch with Crighton and afterwards i met up with Shaun and Scott! we went about and handed cv's out everywhere! had a laugh. It was such a sunny day so fantabulisly gorgeous!

On the bus home Steve phoned me and asked if i wanted to go for a walk ♥♥ Totally happy!

By the time he came over the sun had already started to go down, so we went up to my field instead and watched the sun go down, it was so lovely and romantic! luv my wee boy ♥

Then we just had a lovely wee cosy night together was super awesome i loved it :) ♥

ehehe shadesss 8)

Watching the sunset ♥

CHEEEEESE

a steve face..

LOL HAHA HES GONNA LOVE THAT :D

Almost forgot..steve got his kilt for his parents wedding!

- ADORABLE!! ♥

MORE SHOPPING :D $$$

So Lovely!

Click for flowers!

absolute gorgeous!

 Click for velvet bow!

Sexy!

Click for black!

Sleeve!

Click for floral!

Click for mesh!

Really love this one!

Click!

Stilll looookingggg...:(

ravencraig park.

WHAT A DAY.

College was fun got my picture taken with back lighting made my hair look CRAZZZZY.

So steve and i have been arguing like mental since yesterday - no good and its total shite! I asked to see him today so we could talk everything through and sort it all out, so he came over after college and we went to the ravencraig country park thingy to go for a walk and talk everything out, but we had to leave cos he didn't want his car to get stuck, so we went further up the Bathgate hills and climbed up to this big hill place and sat there.

we argued for ages and we couldn't come to an agreement we argued about everything the other person said and it was just horrible. then it got too cold so we sat in his car, a lot of silences and shouting. eventually we managed to calm down and just speak to each other normally, i think now we will be able to sort stuff out, the main thing that upset him was his miss understanding of the video - yes the conflict was like us but i ment it in a positive way that its a happy ending. 

anyways we managed to get along again and we spent a nice wee while together before he went home. we have no made plans to see each other Sunday so - C'MOOON SUNDAY!

all i want if for him to make plans with me so i have something to look forward to since i can't see him so hopefully now things will get better :) :) :)

photographs from todayyy!

Taken by Davey Dunn + Peter Lawson.

My maaaaaane!

Haahah luvs it i'm CRAZZZY

Yaaaaay STRETCCCH.

Sanctus Real - Lead Me.

The story behind the song here.

"Lead me, with strong hands, stand up when i can't, don't leave me hungry for love, show me your willing to fight, cos i can't do this alone ♥"

i find this video very touching and very close to heart, my feelings are very similar, and i'm also worried this might happen to me, i know steve and i are young and who knows what might happen. sometimes i feel on my own and i need him but he's busy, i can hardly see him because he has a lot on his plate and i'm not his priority which i very much understand. sometimes i don't understand him at all, sometimes he's there for me through thick and thin, but right now he's caught up on the silliest thing and isn't there when i need him.
i think its hard for men to understand what woman go through, and there for its hard for them to help. to be honest i just want him to be there and tell me everything will be ok, i wish i could tell him that and he would understand. i also wish i could see him and hug him, i wish he needed me like i need him, i know he's ok on his own, i wish i could deal with things on my own like him, i wish i was as strong as him, but then i figure it must be lonely being so ok dealing with everything yourself. i find it hard to keep things to myself when i'm upset but i know he can just shut off, which makes it even harder for me. another thing to learn how to do i guess.

- seeing his face when he saw me waiting on him with a yum yum made the wait worth while, i'm glad i made him smile today, now i wish he was here for me.

today!

I just came to say HELLO!
Work actually half bad today! was pretty dead so had a fairly easy shift :) Lauren picked me up on the way to work - saved me getting the bus :D grabbed a cheeky wee lunch with my man, went o McDonald's and Lauren gave me some free burgers! :)
Towards then end of work me n my boss had an elastic band fight which was of fun! :D
I'm currently waiting at steves car with a yum yum to surprise him when he finishes work :) hopfully it will make him smile  we'll see :D<3

Our last meal in mcdonalds on valentines day :) aww 

i am in love with this song,

Credit goes to Shaun Hickman - my best buddy :)
for showing me this song, i find it breathtakingly beautiful and i can't stop listening to it :)

D2 LIVINGSTON

Started doing advertising work for the shop i work in (unpaid obviously because its voluntary) hoping it will get me somewhere, so i decided to go a wee bit mental today and try out some new ideas, having j'adore moments for polaroids so i've tried that -loveing it

Alex the wee poser :P

and ovcourse me looking like a twat :D

Anstruther/St Andrews 19/03/11

Steve and i decided to go on a little roadddtrip to our fav wee fishery place, Anstruther! Had an amazing day, first we went to St Andrews! i got noodles and Steve got a subway ! Then we went and got coffee towers from Fisher and Donaldsons MMMMM 
Afterwards we drove to Anstruther where we parked the car in front of the beach and chatted, it was lurrrrvly :)
THEN WE WENT AND GOT THE PRIZE WINNING FISH SUPPER MMMMMMM :) yummah.

After having an overall fantastic day we went back to his, and spent the whole evening having a brilliant laugh with his folks, then steve drove me home in his dads 4x4 !! :)

Gorgeousssss day for once :)

He really is too good to me :P

mmmmm even got a cool wee box!

and again..

whos a pretty boy

NOOODLES 

DELISH!

Heeeeeeey!

DAYUMMM good fish supper :)

Steven William Morrison :) <3