Sanctus Real - Lead Me.

The story behind the song here.

"Lead me, with strong hands, stand up when i can't, don't leave me hungry for love, show me your willing to fight, cos i can't do this alone ♥"

i find this video very touching and very close to heart, my feelings are very similar, and i'm also worried this might happen to me, i know steve and i are young and who knows what might happen. sometimes i feel on my own and i need him but he's busy, i can hardly see him because he has a lot on his plate and i'm not his priority which i very much understand. sometimes i don't understand him at all, sometimes he's there for me through thick and thin, but right now he's caught up on the silliest thing and isn't there when i need him.
i think its hard for men to understand what woman go through, and there for its hard for them to help. to be honest i just want him to be there and tell me everything will be ok, i wish i could tell him that and he would understand. i also wish i could see him and hug him, i wish he needed me like i need him, i know he's ok on his own, i wish i could deal with things on my own like him, i wish i was as strong as him, but then i figure it must be lonely being so ok dealing with everything yourself. i find it hard to keep things to myself when i'm upset but i know he can just shut off, which makes it even harder for me. another thing to learn how to do i guess.

- seeing his face when he saw me waiting on him with a yum yum made the wait worth while, i'm glad i made him smile today, now i wish he was here for me.