Buddy.

Angela and i took Buddy a walk in Blackness castle, will post pics later, absolutely amazing day with my bestie, hard work but worth it. Completely muddy from head to toe, smiling from ear to ear :) followed by and amazing evening, exactly what i had been in need of.

♥ 

confused.com

lately i have been feeling very down and confused about what to do with my life. ive been feeling really frustrated and annoyed and just generally upset because i have no motivation, hate my hair, missing my old body and despite all of Danny's compliments and reassurance i just felt upset.

i don't know which way forward, or where i'm headed or what the right decisions are, i feel as though i have a lot of friends, but i actually have no friends.

Due to an unfortunate series of events i was upset, and just burst out crying in front of Zack, he was very sweet and comforted me and then said

"whats wrong with your life right now?"

and i couldn't name a single thing.

i need to stop being an idiot, or what i always like to call people myself - DRAMA QUEEN.

Zack, one very good friend :)

i hope you don't mind, that i put down in words, how wonderful life is, now your in the world.

9 months down the line, and Danny and i are still very much in love :) heels over head! Our lease for our flat is up next month, ( 6 MONTHS ALREADY HOLY SHMOLY! ) and we will be moving into a new flat! My parents are converting the bottom of my old house into a flat for me and Danny, that way me and Dan can save for a house as it will be a million times cheaper :)

at the moment Danny and i are looking after his sisters pup, Buddy. He is ALOT of hard work, he is extremely powerful because he is a german shepherd/great dane!

Buddy!

I have also made the life changing decision of backing out of my BA college course. I don't have the time this year, i have even less money or will power and absolutely no inspirations. I had planned to do lots of shoots over summer and i haven't done a single one! I think i need to stop and fall back in love with photography. So i know have the time to look for a job, a career or a new dream to pursue :)

I'M ON THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS AND I KNOW, EVERYTHING THAT SHINES AIN'T ALWAYS GONNA BE GOLD.

Danny is as always supportive with whatever i do :)

also since my last post a bijillion years ago!! 

ANGELA IS HOME!!

I've loved having my wee angey pants back :) its made a big change to me and i feel a little bit more relaxed knowing shes there at all times :) me and her are taking Buddy for a nice long walk tomorrow i'm really looking forward to it :)

A couple of days after Angela got back she had a ceilidh for her 18th/21st with Brendan. Danny came with me, and it was a wonderful night, Danny and i danced every dance and i loved being in his arms, we had such a great time, i was smiling all night long :) we danced the slow dances to and it was dead sweet, i could really feel the the love between us :)

HAIR/BODY

:(

:( so long

WAHHHHHHHHH

I MISS MY LONG BROWN LOCKS :(

MY HAIR NOW :(