Monday, 5 November 2012

let me die where i lie, beneath the curse of these lovers eyes.

Its just over 2 weeks until Daniel and i move into our new flat!!! :D its getting very exciting and its going to be VERY CHRISTMASSY!! it better bloody start snowing soon. I want to be snowed in all Christmas with my man :-) Its also only a few Days till we go see Ben Howard and about a month until MOMFORD AND SONS ....
MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE!!!
ANYWAYS.










Danny and i went down to LONDON BABY for his 21st birthday to visit the Harry Potter Warner Bro's studio...it was SPECTACULAR SPECTACULAR!




Life with Danny is beautiful, we laugh and love every single day.
we have little swqaubbles every now and then but we always set things straight again instantly. There is so much love between us and its truly magical.


My recent photo shoot, with Jamie & Jade










 mwah ! Xx

Friday, 7 September 2012

Buddy.

Angela and i took Buddy a walk in Blackness castle, will post pics later, absolutely amazing day with my bestie, hard work but worth it. Completely muddy from head to toe, smiling from ear to ear :) followed by and amazing evening, exactly what i had been in need of.
♥ 

confused.com


lately i have been feeling very down and confused about what to do with my life. ive been feeling really frustrated and annoyed and just generally upset because i have no motivation, hate my hair, missing my old body and despite all of Danny's compliments and reassurance i just felt upset.
i don't know which way forward, or where i'm headed or what the right decisions are, i feel as though i have a lot of friends, but i actually have no friends.
Due to an unfortunate series of events i was upset, and just burst out crying in front of Zack, he was very sweet and comforted me and then said
"whats wrong with your life right now?"
and i couldn't name a single thing.

i need to stop being an idiot, or what i always like to call people myself - DRAMA QUEEN.

Zack, one very good friend :)

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

i hope you don't mind, that i put down in words, how wonderful life is, now your in the world.

9 months down the line, and Danny and i are still very much in love :) heels over head! Our lease for our flat is up next month, ( 6 MONTHS ALREADY HOLY SHMOLY! ) and we will be moving into a new flat! My parents are converting the bottom of my old house into a flat for me and Danny, that way me and Dan can save for a house as it will be a million times cheaper :)

at the moment Danny and i are looking after his sisters pup, Buddy. He is ALOT of hard work, he is extremely powerful because he is a german shepherd/great dane!



Buddy!

I have also made the life changing decision of backing out of my BA college course. I don't have the time this year, i have even less money or will power and absolutely no inspirations. I had planned to do lots of shoots over summer and i haven't done a single one! I think i need to stop and fall back in love with photography. So i know have the time to look for a job, a career or a new dream to pursue :)
I'M ON THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS AND I KNOW, EVERYTHING THAT SHINES AIN'T ALWAYS GONNA BE GOLD.
Danny is as always supportive with whatever i do :)

also since my last post a bijillion years ago!! 
ANGELA IS HOME!!



I've loved having my wee angey pants back :) its made a big change to me and i feel a little bit more relaxed knowing shes there at all times :) me and her are taking Buddy for a nice long walk tomorrow i'm really looking forward to it :)

A couple of days after Angela got back she had a ceilidh for her 18th/21st with Brendan. Danny came with me, and it was a wonderful night, Danny and i danced every dance and i loved being in his arms, we had such a great time, i was smiling all night long :) we danced the slow dances to and it was dead sweet, i could really feel the the love between us :)

HAIR/BODY

:(



:( so long




WAHHHHHHHHH

I MISS MY LONG BROWN LOCKS :(





MY HAIR NOW :(




Monday, 9 July 2012

" We don't stop playing because we grow up we grow up because we stop playing " Lego

as always, i am forever thankful to have found my baby.

I am again having a sleepless night, and after spending all day doing nothing but recovering from the previous horrible virus filled day, i thought about Danny.
Sunday
went into work at 10am feeling utterly horrid, by 12 i was on my way home after throwing up 3 times in work ( all over the toilet might i add ) and a fourth time embarrassingly outside in front of few disgusted viewers. Paul came to my rescue to pick me up and like clock work the minute i got in the door i spewed up all over the place, the whole day went on like this, i tried desperately to sleep but lucky me my body woke me up at least once an hour to throw up all the nothing i had inside me. The only thing making this worse was the fact i had nothing TO throw up as i hadn't eaten.
Danny being the little angel that he is ran into the room every time he heard me move, bringing me blankets, hot water bottles, tea, water, carefully distant hugs and even walked to 3 different shops to try and find this bread my mama always gave me when i was ill. He helped me to the shower and stayed by me because i was so weak, dried me and brought me back to bed. The poor little soldier wasn't feeling to great himself so we snuggled up and watched friends for hours.
My stomach decided to settle its self about 8pm and i managed the whole night without puking ( woke up ALOT though )


Back to today.
i sat all day trying to edit the pictures for the Chalmers thing im now doing, and in between times i just stopped and thought about how lucky i am. Danny is the kind of man you don't tend to find often, and every day i appreciate him more rather than less, and i know he is the exact same. On Saturday we will have been together 6 months, it seems such a short time but it really is amazing how much a lve can grow in that time. We talk about our future together, our lives and we plan. I have never had that before , it is such a beautiful thing to have 


I am the luckiest girl in the world.




The only time i got out of my onesie was for Danny to try it on 


What a man 




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On Friday we went up to Greenock with Danny's sister and Tony.
Danny was so excited like a little kid on Christmas it was the cutest thing. It was a wonderful experience meeting his family, they were so kind and friendly i had an amazing day. Dinner was delicious and we sat for ages with a gorgeous view outside his aunties house in the sunshine talking to his gran and grandad and just really connecting. It was very special.
Danny and i went for a walk along the water, we were so happy and free. 
Both of us couldn't stop smiling, he was totally in his element he loved it, showing me around greenock like a wee king.