I feel sad.

I don't know why I just feel super sad, I feel like I'm gonna burst into tears, which I did yesterday for no reason.

I've had this before and my partner at the time didn't take to well to it so I'm scared to tell Daniel, because he's all like ' I feel awesome, I feel great right now' and he's not been feeling great for a long time so this is a big deal for him.

He's just joined the gym and he's planing on going a lot ( yipee even more time away from me )

He's just booked Austria for NYE with his friend... I mean it's fine if were gonna be together a long time we need to do our own things too - but how is he gonna afford my birthday, our xmas and our 3 year anniversary and £700 ( flights & spending money) for this NYE. I feel like I will be getting a crap birthday and or anniversary present, and he literally mentioned it once then went ahead with it. Oh an he's going on holiday with his friends for two weeks next year.

Wait where do I come in? oh yeah.. i'll be here.