This guy.

Kev has me going crazy. Seeing him on Thursday im actually so flipping excitied. I went in to visit him last week and man. He's just as hot in person.

Ahhhh!!!!!

I want to take this slowly. 

" love with urgency but not with haste. " 

I still don't know what I felt for Gary but it sure isn't what I feel for Kevin. I can't get him out my mind but in a more positive way. I feel like he could be potentially something extremely special. He is so perfect, kind, caring and sexy and just everything i want. Unbelievably hot. Did I mention he's hot?

So Thursday ... Possibly sunday and next weekend. My god. Time is going so slowley. I'm nervous and excited about our first kiss. It's been placed in my power and I want it to be perfect and delicate.  Thursday I will finally get to kiss Kev. :-) 

Things with him feel more easy going and happy and positive and just brighter. 

I'm looking forward to just looking into his eyes and giving him little kissses. ❤️❤️

I feel like my family would like him? Why am I already imagining myself getting married to this guy ! Haha I need a reality check. 

Kev, don't let me down.