Goodbye

Decided to send one last message to G. To close things off from my end, I needed to let him know where I stand. I hold no grudge and I'll always be here. 

I set myself up for no response, which is what I got. 

I need to move on, although everything makes me think of him.  

" your kissing me again, and i can see it, you got a lot of nerve, throw me out the way you did, you got a lot of nerve, half naked in my bed, you said, this will be the last time, this will be the last time you take me. " 

Noah Gundersen - first defeat. 

Feeling close to that right now.