Tuesday, 3 March 2015

Something new.

I just can't get Gary out my mind. I keep thinking about that perfect Sunday morning. Lying together all night talking cuddling and kissing. 

I keep thinking about a year ago when we met out and he told me that even though he thinks Laurelles the one that he's crazy for me and he always has felt that way. 

I've given myself to him on a golden platter and he's thrown me away twice. I don't get it. Maybe I was too available? 

I keep thinking about all the little things he did and said in that Sunday morning how kind and caring he was. 

I don't know why I want him, but I do. So bad. I feel like I've lost a limb. How can I be so hung up on him? He can it be so easy for him? 

1st of March, was incredible. Forever just an amazing memory now. 

Or will the story continue ... WHY DO I HOPE IT DOES. 

What is wrong with me. 

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