I feel like I'm finally ready to write about him. He has turned my world upside down. I'm crazy.
Everything that happened in the past doesn't even matter. What matters is the 1st of March and here on out.
After a good night out wich came to a crap end, I went home snuggled into bed and at 3 am I receive a message from him. I haven't heard from him all week due to the way things ended. He asks if I'm home, I say yes, and before I know it im on my way to go meet him.
He came over, I expected the Gary Id met the last time. The difference was enormous, almost as if it wasn't the same guy. He was so cheery, caring, passionate, kind and the perfect gentleman.
He didn't kiss me straight away, there were a few moments where we came close, but we sat and talked and listened to music... We let the tension build.
Then he kissed me, so passionately and carefully, it was perfect. We shared lots of little kisses. Everywhere, my face, my eyebrow, his elbow, my back. We listened to music, we shared stories.
He stroked my hair and me, he cuddled me and held me so close and tightly.
It was a perfect fit, nothing was awkward or rushed, we had all the time in the world.
We stayed up till 10am, although he did let me fall asleep on his chest for half an hour.
The evening was beyond perfect. It was everything I had wanted. He had also been keeping up to date with what I was up to, looking at my photos, my music. I was doing the same the week we didn't talk.
At one point in the evening we were kissing and he just blurted out " I fucking love you " it was so brave and wonderful.
Another time he just grabbed me and said I was so beautiful and kissed me with so much passion I was tingling.
I'm trying so hard not to school girl crush, my god he has a hold over me. I want and need him. He makes me immensely happy :)
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