Tuesday, 1 November 2011

fucked up again

Was stupid enough to think things were gonna get better, this time I don't even kno what to do. Things seemed to be looking up and now there shit again.
Steve cooked me dinner as a cute jestur, it was the sweetest thing he has ever done for me, it was so lovely.
We have had of amazing times recently like Lucas and breakfast at Dobbies. and it was truley amazing when he surprised me by cooking me dinner

Right now so angry, he is not trying to fix things, he just turne me down to meet him later to sort this out  wish he would take fucking control rather than just leave it. he is being unreasonable and childish want us to move past and it he won't.

I want to just sort things out and its pissing me of that he won't take control.
He's really hurt me by leading me on and now turning me down I'm beginning to doubt he wants to be wth me.

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