My new pet lady bug - Sam :)
Me and Megan did a photo shoot ( pics to follow for some reason they wont upload )
...we also got millies cookies.. mm :)
I HAVE THE KEY.
Steve spoke to me tonight again, very basic chat making sure i was ok. I dont know if i can speak to him yet, it doesn't really help me know hes doing 'great.'
obviously i want him to be ok but no- i want his heart to be breaking over the fact that hes not with me so he changes his mind and decides to be romantic steve again. selfish i know.
i'm glad hes ok, im ok too. haha. no really, i am.
I am actually ok because i know its the right decision, but if he was back to the old steve i'd take him back in a wink. was looking through our first skype messages today and he was the sweetest thing!
calling me beautiful and saying he loved how safe i felt with him and that i was his baby and i was stunning. thats all i want back, i wish hed just be like that again.
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