Crossroad

I don't know what to do with my life. 

I feel as if I've given up so it doesn't even matter what Daniel does...

We have so much and I don't want to throw it all away, but I just don't feel happy with him anymore. I've started wondering if I'd be happier on my own or with someone else. 

I've asked him to move out to give us space. I think it would be the best thing for us, he needs to get himself together and me spoon feeding him isn't helping that. If we don't live together he has to make an effort to see me... Or , ultimately it just makes breaking up easier. 

14th Feb. Valentine's Day. 

We almost broke up, I decided to give him one last chance, we have gone away together to Anstruther, I feel as if I almost don't even want to be here. He said he wanted to keep fighting for our relationship but now I don't even know if it matters, I feel so bitter, I feel so done with all this. I just want to have my fun now. 

How long do I hold on for ? How long do I give him? 

I don't know if I have the heart to break his.