reality

So yesterday I had a long deep chat with my parents and they made me realise that I was over thinking and getting myself in a mess over nothing. It makes it hard to believe with the way Danny is contacting me but I'm trying really hard to stay positive.

I'm so grateful for my supportive parents and how kind and honest they were.

I called Danny today and he sounded really angry that I'd call him which upset me a little but I'm just putting it to the back of my mind. He said he was extremely busy so and he'll be back in 3 days so we can catch up then.. I was trying to organise New Years - as in when we can talk etc but.. I don't know. I'm trying really hard to stay positive, I can asses the situation when he returns before I think any more. All I know right now is, there is no way in hell I want this when he goes away for 2 week to Italy.

C'mon 2015, bring me some love!