Patrizia who?

I'm starting to not recognise myself.. this relationship is bringing out the worst in me right now.

in this moment of time I want out, I want gone of this horrible Patrizia who is nervous and worried and feeling left out.  I'm constantly worried I'm going to annoy Danny I feel like a burden, why does this always happen to ?

I'm trying to let go and not care and not think but ARGH I'm so angry. why the fuck would you not want to text your girlfriend good morning or good night while your away? why the fuck do you act like its a problem when your girlfriend speak to you ? get a fucking grip. I give you nothing but love and clearly too much of it. To much take and not enough give.

Yeah your on holiday big whoop. Take 10 mins out of your day and salvage your relationship. The people around you will not judge you for contacting your partner.

This is eating away at me more and more, having more negative thoughts than ever. I need to get up, find the positives, I'm hoping my negativity is clouding the truth, or have we expired?