steve and have beenn continuously Arguing for well over a month now. it got to much for both of us, we were aways angry at eachother, there really wasn't much love anymore. The argument we had last night was he closest we had ever come to the end, it as heart breaking, all wanted was my bear back, and we were in such tangled mess, it almost looked like the only way out, would be to end the relationship. I wasn't going to let that happen!
Steve has been a great inspiration to me aswell as an amazing friend, he's always kind, and gentle.
I think about him so much because admire his potential, enthusiasm, talent and his constant buzz to be busy and do everything to the best of his ability.
He is an amazing person, which is why I like having him close, he is a master of good advice. My constant interest in spending time with him scared him away, so much he felt trapped leaving a break up the only escape, I feel angry at myself for causing this. which is why I have adopted a new attitude.
With a good attidude you can sore, with abad attidude you can be as distructive as a tornadoe, wich I was.
Letting my bad attidude take over me,made me cause more distruction, to our realationship, than ever thought possible.
So- new attidude, starts today.
Steve and I have decided to take some time apart, with little conatct, hopfully this will help us to rebuild our once amazing realtionship.
Like my best friend Angela always says " space can never be a bad thing " Germany proved to me, that it actually brings us closer together.
So here goes Pat + Steve Take 2. :)
Also waiting for my Nandos job interview-going to ace it :) if I don't get... everything happens for a reason :)
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